Lovely Day

Yea...isn't that a song?

So it was a lovely day. LOVELY. I absolutely LOVE my job. I can't WAIT to go back tomorrow. I can't wait to listen to the snide remarks, and backbiting. I'm so tired of that place. I would have walked out today if I didn't feel like I HAD to have the job. I mean...I do. If it wasn't for the kick ass insurance package I would have told them to go f*** themselves. Some days I just can't handle the stress. How Bettie covers for some people, and not others. Some people she just rides unmercifully, then whines cause things are going on in her life. *rolls eyes* GET THE F*CK OVER IT! My life has fallen apart in the last year, I'm so friggin confused right now as to where my life is going and what I want, yet you don't see me biting people's heads off at work! HELL NO! I come in and put on an Oscar worthy performance, and nobody fucking knows anything's wrong. Except the ONE person she runs off! The ONE PERSON in the whole fucking world that understands me, the one person I run to for EVERYTHING...and she has to be a bitch and make her want to quit. What did I do to piss someone up there off, eh God? What'd I do? I mean...aren't aren't allergies 365 days a year enough? Did you have to make me lose Steph too? Haven't I said goodbye enough? I'm so tired of saying goodbye. I'm tired of people leaving me. I know...everyone leaves. You'd think I'd be over it by now....